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2009-02-04T08:01:00.000-08:00

hellos! (:
its been quite sometime since i last updated. sigh! exams are just around the corner and i miss you guys so so so much! dang. but its okies. coz i get to see most of you pretties this sat.(:

went out with peh today. had quite abit of fun(: bought a shirt that lao peh didnt really like but i totally liked. :D hahaas. seriously cant wait for this sat! (: dad's been really nice anyhows. mum too. they even offered to let me drop and go study overseas. makes me feel so guilty. sighsigh. i have a labtest tml dang. hahaas. so i'm off now.(:

here's something i just feel like sharing!
Being yourself is the best, coz there aint no other person that can be you. And no matter what you do there will be people who judge you and comment. so just be yourself. hahaas. easier said then done though. i realise i spend most of my life trying to please everyone. until 2008. hahaas. then i flipped 180. well obviously its not right. but yeah... being a teenager is so tough. all these confusing feelings. dang. i guess thats why we all have friends. and i really really love them no matter what happens in the future. i just cant help but want to share my happiness with you guys. coz even though like i made horrible mistakes, i know that you guys will be standing there waiting to hold me up. i just dont really know how to tell you how much i love you my friends.... i can be wacky and psychotic with all the random stuff i say in the middle of nowhere but you guys still talk to me. dang. i'm some lucky girl huhs? lolx.

I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU MY FRIENDS! AND I WANNA BUY LIKE LOTS OF CHOC FOR YOU ON V DAY.... BUT.... EXAMS ARE HERE... sorry darlings.

still loving you friends:D
mich

2009-01-27T07:39:00.001-08:00

it's like i dont really have a goal. damn, daddy was like super nice and keep asking me if i wanna change course and stuff... but i dont even know what i like. SIGH!!! hmms. anyways. was kinda thinking about lao peh's course. but i'm not too sure. HAHAAS, okies. anyways!!! i just wanna wish everyone a HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR:D

its gonna be a long long year. (: hahaas. got to go do some silly thing with my dumb computer tml morning at like 9... SIGH.

on the side note, i think toddlers are OK! not that bad. (: coz like this CNY right, had to like play with them. entertain them and stuff. so sorta realise that sometimes little boys can be quite sweet.(: hehehee. i think next sat there will be some gathering together again so i might post the pics then:D

2009-01-21T08:26:00.001-08:00

hellos! i'm here to update again! :D though like lots has happened... but i didnt talk about it. sorry. hahaas. anyways. i'm fine! its not rainy in mich's world. and though my classmates in poly are not bad(: but i MISS my dunearn friends. damn. i'm having a tough time not missing you guys. and i believe and i should move on and make new ones. but i cant stop missing you!!! :( sighs. damn damn. CNY is coming soon. and i'm so hoping to see you guys. but then again. boons going to malaysia. and weili seems busy. :( hahaas. guess i'll just like die in my corner. lao peh's timing and my timing not right. SIGH. where are all my friends?

there is like alot of PBIL going on. damn. quite scared huhs. and somemore like got alot og overdue tutorials. SHIT. SIGH SIGH. i wanna DIE DIE DIE. and i dont think i wanna post any photos here now. i think i put on weight. :( i'm depressed. everything's not the way i want it and i just wanna die. KILL ME.

no love for today and the day after and the one after after....
dying mich. :(

2009-01-20T06:42:00.000-08:00

Somehow things dont look that bleak right now(: and i'm glad i have friends beside me:D i love you all my friends(:

Love,
Michelle

2009-01-04T21:03:00.000-08:00

mr chew, chualiang valerie and me! (:

off to chalet (: i'll post the photos here tml or something(:

2008-12-28T09:46:00.003-08:00

oops. i missed a few pics of the previous outings(: i guess i just post randomly here huhs!

2008-12-28T09:18:00.000-08:00

me and andrea jie jie(: <33

I love this holidays because i spent it most it with the people i love(: and i'm glad that they are still here beside me(:

2 Boon(: -thanks for always spending time with me(: you are so pretty... there are sure to be tens of guys that are angry with me coz you spend so much of your time with me instead of them... HAHAAS... I LOVE YOU! even if i irritate the hell out of you. you still spend time with me(: i love you alot. and i'm still glad that you are my friend(: Friends are family that we choose(: and i choose you!

2 Willy! - WEILI huhs! wells. even though you do laugh at me when i am totally serious... HAHAAS. i'm glad that you are here too(: coz without you life would be kinda boring! and you always make me feel better when i'm down. so i wanna be there when you are down too(: do take care! d i'm just a phone call away! I LOVE YOU LIKE A FREN TOO(: FRENS are family that we choose and i choose you!

2 Andrea((: - omg. I LOVE YOU ALOT! hahaas. you always give and give... and i think you are a fabulous person.you are someone that inspires me to be a better person. and i'm glad to have you around though we seldom contact each other.

2 Cass(: - i'm really glad that we started talking to each other again.(: i hope everything cangback to where it was before.

2 lao peh!!! - i miss you alot alot! ): i'm kinda sad that we didnt get to meet this holidays... damn! but hopefully we can meet before the class chalet!hahaas. i love you alot lao peh! ):

i guess there many friends that i talked to over the holidays too... erms. but i cant think of any to type here for the time being(: i will once i remember. cause i have a horible memory to thats why.hahaas. but if i bother to talk to you about your life then you are most probably someone i love too!

love,
mich!

2008-12-21T05:55:00.000-08:00

2008-12-21T05:47:00.000-08:00

hellos. again! haven being blogging very often.. but well... i dont have much to blog about anyways. life's been quite... mellow. (:

in some ways... i'm kinda glad for the time though. hmms. i really hope that the 4e1 class chalet will actually happen...(: i kinda miss my old classmates... sighsigh. OH WELLS. someone once said that everything happens for a reason... and what is the reason that we are all on earth? what is the reason that leaves us hanging my this thin thread?

sigh. these kinda questions leave me sad and confused! what if my days are numbered? and i die tomorrow. SIGH! life.

on a lighter note, i enjoyed the time where weili and boon came to my house to play Wii(: hahaas. i finally got the mic working. so yups! hopefully they can come soon again!

love love!
michh

2008-12-11T08:46:00.000-08:00

hellos! i have been having a fab time! hehee.... stuffing doritoes and all sorts of fatty food into my mouth hahaas. anyways. i miss all my friends!!! :D i love you! i do hope we can meet up on tues to bake cookies at matts house! hehee. and meet up with weili and ying lin they all for the currently-non-existent-xmas-party! :D hehee. yupyups. i guess being independent has it perks too(: and i am starting to love it. (: stay tune for more pictures! cant wait for wii to come.

i blog-hop just now. hahaas. i think i should pick up a sport. yups. i sorta miss uncle cain and the gym... lolx. all those times that he counselled me. sigh. i guess i need alot of guidance in my life now.

i really need to exercise. SIGH!

2008-12-05T08:27:00.000-08:00

i love my friends(: hahaas. i cant ask for sweeter ones!

this is the rubbish bin i put my hand in to take huiting's body mist! hahaas. dont worry i used a plastic bag(:

hellos! i'm so tired! and my muscles are really aching.... BUT i love today! coz me and boons went to henderson bridge and took lots of photos. yupyups. hahaas. here are the photos!!! hahaas. omg had such a relaxing day(:

I LOVE TODAY!!!

2008-11-22T01:32:00.001-08:00

i cant stand not understanding things. its getting worst everyday): i hate myself.

2008-11-15T11:18:00.000-08:00

OMG. i took pictures with a pretty girl!!! hahaas. notice the one in dress(: i think she is really pretty huhs. hahaas. too bad we didnt go to the changing room together...(: if not i will post her pretty pic in the high waist shorts here:D

i really like this shirt... huiting... buy for me??

2008-11-15T10:59:00.000-08:00

Kies. about my day. Here goes... (: i'm actually quite shocked. yeah. i thought i will have a really bad day and stuff...coz of the monthlies. but it turned out... well... quite okies. yeah! (: went to collect my pay. and then went down to citylink to buy scandals for huiting's friend(: hahaas. AND AND!!! for the record... there was this guy that want to give huiting the card huhs. but huiting too shy so he gave it to me. lolx. huiting huhs! too pretty alr then paiseh huhs huiting dear(: hehee... stop denying that you are the pretty one huhs. i think he only came to talk to us coz you are so pretty... then he shy so talk to me first huhs!!! (: hehee... i'll post some pics here! :D

2008-11-12T09:06:00.000-08:00

I'M JEALOUS!!!!!
really.... i have really really pretty friends. ): DAMN. hahaas. but at least i'm their friend right? SIGHSIGH. this is so saddening...

2008-11-10T22:58:00.000-08:00

hellos(: its tcs now. hahaas. hmms.okiesokies. hmms. TCS lessons have been quite a bore. really. my neck is aching... ): so SAD.... some more later got SPROGRAMming. eek. sighsigh. then swimming with Maddy and then night walk with Peirong. (: i miss peirong alr. hahaas. i'm hungry!

2008-11-08T22:04:00.000-08:00

2008-11-08T21:46:00.000-08:00

hellos(:

hmms. okies. hahaas. recently haven been updating much... :D wanted to get more pics to make this post a picture-filled one! so now... i most likely would be commenting on the recent happenings. (: i'm just gonna post pics(: hahaas. anyways.(:

went out with the e1 gang yesterday. omg. i miss them so much all the petty stuff and small arguments seem so distant and insignificant now. for this, i'm really glad. they are just a phone call away. and i really love them(: hahaas. anyways. i have much to say on the yesterday's outing. (: though we didnt really have a group photo. i took a few! :D lolx. i'll post it later. anyways. we had dinner yesterday at yuki yaki or something like that. hahaas. damn funny luhs.(: seriously. lolx. hmm. then after that we went to the watch REC!!! omg. the filming is damn bad until i felt like puking. seriously. eek! and its damn stupid k. scare me like hell. haiyos. and then those zombies damn scary... and i shouted :"close the shutters! close the shutters! " confirm embarassing! haiyos... lolx. but chin smsed me on the way back so it was quite okies. hahaas. and on the way home. omg. weili's bus was just infront of mine then they keep waving huhs! then when i wave back people thought i was crazy! lolx. here is the pic for rec.

2008-10-21T09:14:00.000-07:00

lalaaas! i'm in an execellent mood(: hahaas. met up with peirong just after i reached home from doing soldiering(: hahaas! chioh chioh! actually didnt really feel the rush.. until while chioh chioh was waiting with me at the busstop... (coz there was a decomposed body at bt batok nature reserve... omg. i'm damn scared when we walked...) but anyways. was complaining alot.... (: so she end up calling my friends! hahaas. suppose to sing merry xmas. hahaas. but she end up laughing so badly coz i cant keep a straight face too! seriously damn crappy lahs. perharps i should pick a more reactive caller the next time(: hahaas. let see! i'm not sure huhs. but still... she said they didnt react much. oh man. still rmbed that time ann pranked hong hao! hahaas. damn cute luhs! seriously. lolx. :D that was the most hilarious de.

but its time i grew up.(: lolx. hahaas.

love,
mich

2008-10-20T06:20:00.000-07:00

crappy mood... today has not been the best of my days... and i'm so totally ready to declare that lost my mind. it's either that i'm too transparent... or that i'm too sensitive. gosh. and who have i got to blame. me! hahaas. got a call from willy boi... and heard that his day was kinda crappy too.): thats really saddening. but at least i know i'm not alone.(: hahaaas. not that i want anyone to be sad with me. its just that. hmms. how should i put this... hmms. i feel that someone understands how i feel... ): anyways... i dont know... i think is really pms ehs. or maybe the end of it. thats why i'm always so crappy and stuff. sigh. anyways. me and weili talked and talked... and we decided to look for places to die together!(: how about SP?? we can create another ghost story there. and i got a haunting partner too(: and this one likes to actually listen to me whine:D hahaas. haiyos. life is tougher when you grow older(: lolx and i'm actually quite happy now. i guess... we should just be contented. and i know that whatever challenges i face. i never face it alone. got i got 4e1.(: and then there is also group c! hahaas. the image of john with the hp is stuck in my head now(: so thank you for making me feel secure you guys.(: i cant imagine what life will be without my friends(:

love,
mich

2008-10-19T08:14:00.000-07:00

ignore the last post people... mood swing huhs. hahaas this is the first time lao peh say that she is happy that i write her name here... :D hahaas. well... i'm glad some people actually cares! hahaas. (: anyways. i'm kinda glad that she called(: and ask about my gems! hehees. so yeahs. it's a new week. and i'm determined to be happy. i got this angling thing to look forward too... coz i get to see my cousin and well... maybe meet new friends or something(: if not then at least i get to talk to dear andrea(: hahaas. I LOVE PEHPEH!!! here... peh dont tou siao(: hahaas. i know that you are actually happy(:

love,
miich(:

2008-10-18T01:22:00.000-07:00

hellos!
hmms. well... my mood is sorta like the weather now. sucky. gloomy and just plain sad. sigh. the first week of school was great. dont get me wrong. but i simply hate this creepy feeling that i'm starting to get... like i must check myself everytime i say something. if not sometimes i may say wrong stuff and offend people or something you know. this feeling is the worst to have... i dont have any ill intentions most of the time... i just want everyone to be smiling and laughing... as in happy happy... but when i go overboard... then sometimes. sigh. and hate it that i get the sarcastic feeling thingy when people talk. not as slow as before. and not as fast to comment something back. eek. why would people wanna say such hurtful stuff? this is to show how much i know about this world huh? hmms. sometimes i just dont know what to feel about everyone again. i always dont know who is the sweet one until the end. and thats the sad thing. the one i'm closest to are sometimes the worst. isit my fault? i mean.. are people like that coz of me? i guess maybe coz i make them this way. perharps i should just find enough courage to slit my wrist and just die. then i dont have to think so much. must come to my funeral okies... when i find the courage to do so... hahaas. i'll make sure to post something here for everyone.

enough with all this crap luhs. i actually just came here to say that i had a great time yesterday with group C.. and suddenly i hit with this stuff... guess is just my PMSing huhs. damn. so irritating. i guess i should just take everything with a pinch of salt luhs.

love,
mich

2008-10-10T07:13:00.000-07:00

hellos(: hahaas. omg. i so have to post this okies! i'm gonna climb bt timah hill tml with my GIRLFRIENDS! hahaas (: i'm gonna bring my camera along to take photos! hahaas. huiting sure wanna take jump shots de(: hahaas. okiesokies!

actually still thought i can slack tml off... but surprisingly! peh yirui smsed me! hahaas! (: so here we go again! hahaas.

next tuesday i think may meet up with matt and peirong... then next wed is subway day with peh yirui! hahaaas...(:

somehow... i dont feel so lonely with pehyirui by my side(: hahaas. i know that she will always be in SP waiting for me(: hahaas... i love you peh(:

2008-10-09T08:19:00.001-07:00

hellos! (: hmms... hahaas. i wanna write about my dreams today(: hahaas. seriously! i have this insane dream... hahaas. if you ask me what i see myself doing in my life... like maybe ten years down the road... it's owning a shop! really!!! like maybe a cafe...(: hahaas. i know! i dont really know how to cook and stuff... but i think it would be damn cool if in the future like you know, if i save up enough money from being an engineer... then i can open my very own shop! (: hahaas. then i can buy a shop house and live above... wake up early and bake muffins! omg. hahaas. then it can like become a family business(: hahaas...(: or maybe a beauty shop! hahaas. then it will be filled with friends... no competetion and stuff... just a relaxed thing you know! (: hahaas... just feel like posting this today... seems insane huhs!!!

2008-10-08T08:12:00.000-07:00

today is such an incredible day! and its been quite some time since i last had a day like this(: hahaas. as usual... i was late... hahaas. but my lao peh also late! hahaas. and i know that she wont be angry over this kinda small small stuff(: hahaas. she is such a sweet girl... if not for her determination... i wouldnt have reached the HQ today(:

hahaas. let me tell you this super long story...(: it started out with going ALL THE WAY TO LIKE KALLANG! omg right? hahaas. then when we reached. we started our long and tiring search for the HQ. hahaas. it's a super long walk man! hahaas. but kinda fun luhs.... we have an aim... but like you know... it's no hurry... and we are quite relaxed about the whole thing. no stress... but then... the sun started to come out... and then... the walk started to seem never ending! omg.... hahaas. so as our mood started to slide down hill... we passed this healthcare clinic... then i wanted to ask for directions and went in... then we noticed that there is a COLD vending machine! hahas... (: BUT!!! the sad thing is... i dont have enough coins!!! hahaas!!! OMG. i was so dissappointed. then peh yirui said nvm luhs.. so we walked out... and then we sorta noticed this like... shop called... ROCHOR beancurd.. hahaas! BINGO!!! being like super tired and super sad walking around for like 2 hours. we decided to reward ourselves by drinking soyabean! (: BUT... hahaas. before we could get there... there was like this 4 lane road that we have to across... hahaas(: it took is like 5 mins. omg luhs... hahaas...

When we reached i order grassjelly and eggtart! hahaas. omg. the eggtart is like to die for man! seriously... it's super delicious... or maybe coz we were so hungry... i dont know.. but i think it was what made me happy(: hahaas. anyways... we finished it and ordered like somemore! omgomg... hahaas. we ordered you tiao and crystal pao hahaas. average only(:

hahaas. then huhs. after eating... my mood like became... like... kinda sulky... okies. it was horrible... i dont know why luhs. but i sulked all the way through until we reached this Shunli... hahas.

anyways.. after we returned the uniform... we decided that even though we ate not long ago... we are still hungry! so we went down to BPP... hahaas. omg. damn far can... on the way back we talk and talk about life in SP... hahaas. i think i must like learn to be more independant like peh(: hahaas.

so i ate like cold cut and 2 cookies... hahaas. and i bought this necklace(: hahaas. it's a happy day luhs... we still went to look at the bunnies huhs! i miss JOY willy!!! willy!!!! must let me come to your house and play with bunny again huhs! i still remember that time we went there... it was so fun luhs(: hahaas. anyways... on with my story... so i took a bus home.. i thot it would be super boring but then got a call from chinfui! hahaas. so talked and complained about my toopid GEMS.. hahaaas... then just after hanging up... cass called! whoas. i'm so lucky today man. so we talked and talked... then i reached home and hung up.... okies.. think this is the end of the story??

NOPE!!! peirong smsed me! so i went for like a walk with her... bought potatoe salad for her too(: hahaas. i'm glad someone like the salad!!! hahaas(: so we took a walk down like the alley... and walked all the way to toh yi. omg rights? hahaas. so romantic you knows!!! hahaas. and talking to someone with the same interest.. omg. is like heaven and peirong is the one that understands guys. not me... even though i'm like in EEE... it's like... guys are so diff... just when i got used to dunearn guys right... then suddenly EEE guys. or maybe is just those that i know. hahaas. (: it's not that i dont like EEE guys.... it's just that well.. i dont know what they are thinking sometimes you know? like cant understand them. hahaas. anyways. i think it's damn romantic to like walk like that you know! hahaas... maybe next time i should bring along my camera... and like take pics... so you can see(: hahaas.

i wanna do this with my boyfriend next time! hahaas. so like the one i choose must be a huge softie... hahaas. and must have time on his hands(: hahaas. lalaas... for now.. i'll just be satisfied with my friends(: i wanna study at coffee bean too!(: hahaas. so sweet rights?(: hahaas. or maybe i can just find some gay guy that loves it too(: so we can remain friends and still do all this stuff together! like no stress you know? hahaas... where is my gay guy! hahaas.(:

anyway i just reached home not long. and i just wanna share this very happy day with you(: see ya my friends!

XoXo,
mich(:

2008-10-05T09:06:00.000-07:00

this is gonna be a super short post. but i'll just like vomit everything here. be it in correct english or not. sigh. it's the ending of hols! i'm pretty bummed about this. and i also think that this hols has been a pretty eventful one. hahaas. and i think that a fresh start is really what i need. all this hurtful stuff... and super unhappiness right. should end like here and now. there are so many other options in SP! and while walking pass like starbucks today right... i realise that i missed the old part of me! studying out with friends! like seriously... i use to go to like peirong's house... macs.... and like all those stuff that i did... sigh! hahaas. i guess i should really really change me lifestyle. (: i will spend the next sem rediscovering the stuff that i use to and is starting to like. no more spending my days in the dark!(: hahaas. so even though there is like no super gay guy to like pei me study at starbucks.... or some ultra cute little cafe... it's okies.(: mayb i can do it alone. hahaas. learning to be independent is definitely one of the aims(:

2008-10-03T23:10:00.000-07:00

2008-09-17T09:44:00.000-07:00

hellos...
(: i'm spending my first few hours in the morning of my birthday posting(: hahaas. this has been a horrible week for me. and i guess that it will pass... yes yes... i know... but somehow cant really kick this feeling... it's been rainy from monday... i wonder when the storm will pass... sigh sigh... i really really appreaciate all these little messages... and being there for me... thanks!

Boonling... i know that i haven been replying your smses... and i'm so sorry... sometimes i just run out of words... coz i had a bad day... and i just dont know what to say... i dont wanna say the wrong stuff... (: i know you will understand de :D

Yinglin(: you are a really really sweet girl :D thanks for being concerned and remembering my birthday!!!(:

Willy!!! thanks again(: and it's okies about the present. hahaas.

Cadmon.:D though your advice sometimes dont make much sense... thanks for listening... i really needed it(:

Honghao! (: unexpected friend indeed! hahaas... thanks for remembering my birthday dear son! ahahaas... and still sms me now(: omg late le ehs.!

Ann!! hahaas. thank you for always replying my sms. and reading it. in my saddest moments... and rainy moments. thanks(:

Fairli...(: you have given me lots. thanks:D i will try harder.

thats all for now lahs(: hahaas...

2008-09-16T06:08:00.000-07:00

hellos.(:
I have been back from this GYL camp for quite some time(: i really enjoyed myself lots there. coz of my absolutely great group memebers!(: hahaas... haven really got all the pics. so shall not post it up here. but... hmms. Since this blog is still kinda pirvate... i wanna post my reflections up! :D

I have learnt and grown alot this period of time. Though i have lots of problems. I have lots of friends(: I'm really greatful to them. You guys know who you are. I'm really trying my best... I may not be as brave as them, or make friends as easily as them, but this is me. And though my flaws are exposed, and open for all to see and comment. I'm correcting them. One by one. slowly... and i really cant do it all one shot. I'm really trying hard. I'm sure that with your help one day, i will grow strong! and soon... i can share what i have learnt, and teach and guide others. coz being stuck here really sucks.

This few days has been really sucky to me... everything seems to go against me. so sad lahs. but nvm. i shall stay strong coz i'm strong(:

i shall post more pics soon!!! the Dunearn outing de... and the camp... and i think still got somemore lahs(: hahas...

mich(:

2008-08-24T06:25:00.000-07:00

hellos... (: its been a long time since i last had a day as busy as tml... yupyups. hmms. will be meeting kimchoo and hwaishin in the morning ehs. yupyups. then will meet my dear annelise... for lunch i think. hahaa.. or maybe nots. just to study and catch up.. then got work at Mr. Bean(: lolx. hahaa.. yay. more pancakes. seriously this is getting quite fun(:

hahaas. i have work everyday from monday to wednesday(: i'm going out with peh peh on thursday! yay!!! hahaa.. i miss my peh peh(: lolx. hmms. then on friday i think we are all meeting up going back for teacher's day!!! yeah! then must wear something nice(:

i miss all my friends... true friends are hard to come by... (:

2008-08-23T09:47:00.000-07:00

class photo(: hahaa... omg. so many guys huhs?
:D

xinyong fairli mich and jonathan(: hahas.
fairli.. see you never send me photos or us.. this is the most recent de(:

maddie(: my darling sis!!!

mich and andrea!!!

lolx... and the suspended water droplets! lolx... hahaa

here are the dear friends that i have(:

hahaas. hmms. i think that huhs. i left out some people like...

cassandra chan li fang, eng boon ling, ang weili, peh peh!!! chioh chioh... jethro!! and xinyu(:

coz they always forgive me for saying wrong stuff... and understands me and know how to put a smile on my face! :D just with a few words. lolx. really.. i cant imagine how my world will be like without themm... omg.

okies!!! this is another one of my hols goal! to meet up with everyone at least once! yeah! hahas. it's at these hard times when i remember and treasure my friends(:

Updated goal list...

1`i want to lose at least 4 kgs this hols!!!

2`i want to earn at least 200 to spend on bags and clothes!

3`i want to organise a class outing at sentosa!

4`i want to decide on a CCA and join it!

5`i want to buy a pair of shoes and DIY it(:

6`i want to be a good friend! (: i will kick my bad habitats!!!

7`i want to climb bt timah hill with daddy!

8`i want to stay strong

9`i want to study all my subjects again! :D

10`i want to meet up with cass, boon, weili, pehpeh, peirong, matt, huiting, yinglin, xinyu, and if possible, charlene and jethro(:

2008-08-23T08:21:00.000-07:00

today is the first of my working days(: hahaa... burnt alittle bit of my finger... :D but i still think its super fun!!! hahaa... made my very first few pancakes... lolx. damn cute... my pancakes are too fat. really... omg. pity the people who have to eat my pancake... :P lolx. hahaa.. but i like the tuna ones btw! damn nice! hehee...

hmms. so today got up early, ate a pau and drank some vitasoy and then headed down to dover! (: hahaas. i was actually quite nervous... but everything turned out fine... my co-workers are

quite nice... i guess.. coz i'm the youngest there. lolx. omg rights. (: i really really like making the pancakes!!!

then came home and couldnt decide what to wear to ruben's party... lolx. then at the party i realised that there were alot alot of little children! omg. so cute. but i still stand at one side and observe... coz i dont really like those naughty and loud ones... :X hahaas. i took a photo with ronnie gor gor(: and carine jiejie... and with andrea too!!! (: and apphia and adar and alphaeus... lolx. whoas. all my dear cousins... (: too bad there isnt enough time for some girl talk... i seriously need some girl talk man. seriously... everyday i go to school and face a group of guys... hahaa.. not that they are bad friends or anything... i just miss talking to a girl...! ): hahaas. here are the photos(:

andrea,mich,madalene,apphia, adar(: my dear cousins whom i grew up with...

:D lolx(: playing catching... and tickeling each other... omg rights(: ten years ago. its been a long time my dears(: &&&& the super adorable dog is jeep jeep(: cute name huhs. i want a DOG!!! ):

me and andrea(: hahas. i think my hair looks abit big... i should go to a saloon! (:

me, ronnie gorgor and darling zenyrl (:

madalene, mich(:, and carine jiejie

omg she so pretty(: hahas.

mich and maddie(:

2008-08-22T11:52:00.001-07:00

omg! today is the first day after the end of the tests!!! i'm so so happy!!! wootswoots~~~~!!!hmms... lets see what i can say about today huhs. there is nothing much... accept i bought a dark grey fbt(: yay! and then huhs. i also bought a pair of light brown shorts.. dont know if i should buy the checkered shorts... i think they will look like boxers... so decided on the plain brown ones instead. sighsigh.(: actually today after test suppose to go to the gym but uncle cain say too late. so cant le. so abit dissppointed and decided to call me my lovely willy boy... i miss him so so much! it's only recently that i started to contact that willy again. hahaa.. but talking to willy on the phone and in person has always been fun.(:

anyways huhs. willy and me met up and talked about how we both changed... and now our lifes how le. willy boy say i grew up! that there is something different about me(: omg! huarry!!! heheex. yeahyeah. i'm learning. and growing... hopefully i can try to be the best i can!!!(: hmms... wheres matt and peirong? i miss them too... i want to talk to my mattmatt and my rongrong. still one of the oldest friends i have in dunearn is matt! :D hahaa.. but then huhs. nv contact recently alr. sad sad. wonder if anyone from dunearn will remember my birthday): lolx. just smsed yongsheng. hahaas. wonder if he still remembers me. (: today started out kinda badly... but ended really really well i guess... (: hmms. i hope that i have the determination to stay strong like today and pull through even though thoughts are seriously running wild in my head.

i wanna set some goals before i head to bed. ..
for the hols of coz(:

1`i want to lose at least 4 kgs this hols!!!
2`i want to earn at least 200 to spend on bags and clothes!
3`i want to organise a class outing at sentosa!
4`i want to decide on a CCA and join it!
5`i want to buy a pair of shoes and DIY it(:
6`i want to be a good friend! (: i will kick my bad habitats!!!
7`i want to climb bt timah hill with daddy!
8`i want to stay strong
9`i want to study all my subjects again! :D

(:
X0X0,
m

2008-08-22T11:21:00.000-07:00

hellos... this is my first post(:
hahahaa.. i just love this new skin!
(: